Sunday, January 29, 2012

Inner Peace

This past friday, while waiting for Marly to get out of mid-terms I parked, took a deep breath and just took in my surroundings. There a few feet in front of my eyes was the most striking vision! I believe it a sign or a gift...very symbolic to where I am right now mentally and spiritually.
For about 5 years I wouldn't go anywhere without my camera. This past year, running on automatic pilot I stopped carrying it around. I would kick myself often because I was bound to see something beautiful, stylish or curiously odd.
As the new year ushered in I started to realize that I had lost that spark. The desire and passion to do what I love was slowly diminishing and turning into a J.O.B.!
Well, I can't let that can I?! So after time well spent in solitude and reflection I then prayed for clarity. It was at that point in time where I can say that I began to see what I needed to do and change in order to get back to that place where my passion and creativity thrived.
I have now adjusted my course and I am back on the right path which in turn adjusted my vision. I am viewing the world with a creative eye again. This image spoke to me ...the window is a view into my soul which reflects peace and creativity.

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Wednesday, January 25, 2012

I shouldn't have left you...

I have been awful towards you...
But I can promise you that I will never leave you again. I will never let you down or abandon you in order to live up to someone else's expectations of what they think that I should be doing for them. What I owe them... Yes, it is in my nature to want to please everyone and help them with their goals but at the end of the is you and you alone that belongs to me. You have always been there, you have never left me (even when I didn't feed you properly). I will take care of you from now on. I can promise you that. I will feed you, nurture and support you full force. My passion, my drive, my goals.
We've come a long way baby...ain't no stoppin it now.
Love, Kinu

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